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Your First Snow
Dear Sally, I am having a hard time writing about our times together. It hurts so much. The grief feels like a heavy rock sitting on my chest. It stops me from feeling the pain. It also stops me from feeling you and what we had. I don't want that. So here it goes, with a heavy heart and teary eyes, let's continue your story. It is November 2018 and you are about to experience your first snow!! It started late at night and came down hard. But no problem for you!! Here are your
Carolin Kuhmann
May 62 min read


The Beach in December 2024
This video showed up on my phone the other day. It was 7 months after Sally's first surgery to remove her tumor. She was crushing it!! You didn't know that she was sick. Her initial diagnosis had been devastating. They gave her 3-6 months if we are lucky, even with surgery and chemotherapy. The tumor would come back. We decided against radiation and chemo because of moments like this. I was already pregnant in this video. She stayed with me through my whole pregnancy and got
Carolin Kuhmann
Mar 21 min read


Fall Stories 2018
Dear Sally, Happy Birthday, mein Tiger!! The other morning, Noah dropped pieces of his egg muffin on the floor. I had to think of you. You would have had a blast!! Those muffins are a hit with him, and you would have snatched them up in a second. I miss you so much. It has been too long. The days are harder without you. You brought lightness and laughter into our days, every day. Your presence soothed each moment. I keep looking at your spot on the couch and remember the time
Carolin Kuhmann
Feb 112 min read


A Visit, A Blowout and The Heat
It was hot in August 2018, so we needed to find ways to cool off and have some fun!! I bought a small pool for Sally, and it didn't take her long to figure out what to do. We are loving it!! Then again, this heat...thanking the dog gods for having air conditioning!! What else was going on??? Oh yes, we had a visitor. Sally helped prepare the bed, as you can see, and found it to be very comfortable. And let's not forget to take some fun selfies!! Now, there is the blowout stor
Carolin Kuhmann
Dec 21, 20251 min read
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